death sentenceI burn my bodyAnd I lose my soulI forget the best things that have made my life worth livingAnd I remember what made me want to goI'm suicidalAnd I'll be running like a moth to a flameWhat a wonderful gameAs life fades away nothing seems the sameManiacal laughter is all I hearAs I crash and hide among my fearsA pile of ashesAs we all fall downCrying softly as my life passesA blood bath happeningA simple smile spread across my faceI really don't want to be in this placeInsane asylumShackles and barsStrapped to the chair so as not to cause harmSay that you'll miss meSay that I'll always be yoursElectricity flows through meEnlightening my heart, eyes, and coreDead as the nightI fear that I shall see you no more.
tree of wisdomeven the best of us falleven the best of us give into believingthat theres something morealways going to be reaching out furthergoing out on that limb higher up than beforetaking risks taking chancesup and up we climbonly to fall faster downthe higher up we gothe branches creating fantastic stepsto that greater goalfickle things they arefor when it comes to walking backthey vanish into thin airwalking out on clouds because theres nothing therefalling through the skystars passing me byas ground and body meetbones shatter apart like glasspick yourself upput yourself back togethera gentle soul is createdlike a petal upon a flowerfor one who climbs and fallsKnows the greatest achievement of all.
love and painLove and pain are the best of friendsStrolling together through each and every dayKeeping up a steady pace as they walk hand in handStep by step they leave their pathOne of happiness and one of hateFor they are love and painOne of sorrow and one of smilesTears in both, each one distinctOne held in the hearts of manyOne coveted by the best of usYou can't have one without the otherLove and pain together foreverLove and pain for they are the best of friends.
stormy seasThese tears falling down my faceHit the floor like glassThey shatter in a great cascadePools of loss and love and hateDepths of sorrowSuch a forlorn sightComparable to the deepest lakesA vast seascape caressed by windRacing time and back againBe my friend and hold my handAs the darkest hour approachesTalk to me and let me hearThe sweetest honey voiceDrowning out my fearsI hate the dark and being left aloneSo hold me close and keep me warmAs we wait for dawn to nearThat shining light like fireflyFloating upon the horizonA short goodbye is not enoughSo don't forget to wave farewellAs I set off to the stormy wavesBe my star be my beaconShow me where I need to travelThe captain of this ship of life has surely lost her wayDearest star won't you be the one to guide me.~fin~
gone awayYour eyes they pass right through me and the burn the mostThese words that cut like knives and break me downSticks and stones can break my bonesBut I'd prefer them to this pain of hell nowLaughter mask me well, smiles hide the hurtKeep me sane keep me calmThis hand that has been dealt may be the end of meI can't take this I can shake itLike a bad dream it wakes me upSweet eyes turned red with hateYou can't save meI'm afraid it's just too lateWatch as I fadeAs I fadeGoneGone to nothing
darkDark~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~In the dark is my solitude"A place of peace"In the dark is my home"Cool and cozy"In the dark is a place a wish to be"Hidden in the shadows"In the dark I find myself"Alone and calm"In the dark no one can see your flaws"No judgment takes place"In the dark there is a comfort"A sense of an eternal hug"In the dark I can be free"Fly high"In the dark I don't have to hide"Nothing is a lie, nothing but me"In the dark I can sleep"A distant slumber dreaming of December"In the dark I can be alive"Wild like a mustang"In the dark is where I wish to be"All on my own"My dark home